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Now that my daughter has turn 1 year, I am going to try and put one of these cute little photo books together that I see on walgreens website all the time. I just got finished uploading all the pictures i have in an account with them. while doing this i realized that i do not have any photos from her first easter, or mothers day. I know I didn't get to take any for easter b/c i was just 12 days out of a c-section and was in to much pain still to be walking around taking pictures. plus, i also had a breast pump stuck to my breast for half the hours in a day which doesn't leave any free hand to snap photo's. Hopefully someone else at these occasions took some photos of my daughters first easter and my first mothers day. I'm on a mission to get these pics and then i will finish my book. My goal is to do one every year.

on another note.....i am trying to get myself motivated again. I was doing so good for so long after i had peyton with keeping the weight i lost off but within the last 4 months i managed to gain it all back. i now have a treadmill at my house. it's been there for 3 weeks and i have used it 5 times. i need to get with it. i would really like to have the time to go to the gym and work out but that never seems to happen. no one can ever watch my daughter long enough for me to have 1 hour a day for myself. one day i think i'm just going to get up, get dressed and leave. let my husband figure it out and do something for myself. i keep threating that.....soon it will happen. i think my breaking point is coming.

SM

Oh where oh where...

To my one follower...sorry I haven't been able to keep up with my blog. You are probably wondering where I've been. Well, I have just been being lazy I guess. Or actually I've been really busy. I am so addicted to facebook that I keep forgetting about blogging. I have been reading yours though and it's very good. It's been two months since my last blog and a lot has happened. To sum it up in just a few words....Peyton had her 1st birthday, got a few more teeth, a little more attitude, is able to walk now, and is growing like a weed. I've been working more, chasing Peyton around and trying not to go insane. My husband has been working both jobs and keeping busy.

ANYWAY.....I haven't been in the greatest mood. I guess I'm in a little bit of a slump. Hopefully Easter will bring my rays of sunshine back. I think I need something to do for myself. I feel like every part of me belongs to someone else. I'm really excited about starting to play volleyball again. I can't wait. It will get me out of the house and give me a little excitement. I'm not sure how it's going to work out with having Peyton there but we will make it work. I am going to try my hardest to start blogging again or maybe I'll just delete it altogether. Since I only have one follower I can just call her and tell her whats going on in my life.

If you're out there reading my blog......let me know so I feel like someone cares.


Hopeful,
SM